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11:14 pm - oh my love

i just want to leave this place.

i wish to run into your arms and to forget all these terrible things i've done.
and the things that have been done to me.

oh, my Love,
i am ready to leave this place,
this fucking place
that i enjoyed too much
that i now despise
no one here will remember me when i'm gone
or they will be glad i finally am
i never want to talk to him again
but also,
i find some reason to talk to him every fucking day


oh my love,
You truly knew best
when You told me NO
and i let my heart chase 'yes' instead.

oh my love,
Your commands are good.
Teach me them
guide me with them
let me recognize Your voice
and silence to horrendous deception of my own.